They told me
that you didn't exist.
But you insisted.

Llavors em van van dir
that you are too wild,
a danger
for me and for others.
The others.
But you saw the world
full of repairable damage
and you insisted.
Injustice is, at the end of the day,
your burden.

When you were a child they came to put tanks on you
that didn't hold you back enough.
Llavors em van dir que graduar-se
in the female category
implied buying you a stable-glass.
Very stable.
Vaig confiar que em protegiria
to follow the dictates of those who did not protect me
i
bona nena,
bona nena,
mai s'enfadada,
bona nena,
bona nena,
all she can take,
bona nena,
bona nena,
i, ja amb vint-i-quatre
my first class
of 1st d'ESO, at Bon Pastor, on a Thursday afternoon
unbridled as a twenty-i-nou
wild cavalls salvatges
mentre la primera fila, astorada,
se m'encarava:
"Pero, profe, enfádate!
Be angry...!".

Jo,
paralysed
preguntant-me
for the first time
si m'havien venu clau pel teu estable.

It was the same year
that, speaking with my sister,
vam entendre que el substantiu abuses
i l'adjectiu sexual
yes descrivien
our childhood.

If only they hadn't tancat,
you would have been a wall,
your ironwork would have been the wall of the castle
of the castle of innocence intact.
And it is that the power will make curses against our bare feet
and will blame us for having lost them
because they know
how fast it is, the flight of rabies.
Let them all open
the stables.
Germana, enfada't, puja, puja
a l'euga de la ràbia.
De la vall de la victima
les supervivents en fem muntanya.

Germana, conqueriràs la vida
that the pore will take you away,
ja no serem la llàgrima
without the critique,
our things will cease to be
will always be encongested,
we will occupy much more space,
we will cease to be the replec to fill the soul,
we'll pass our sorrow so far away
that it won't know how to return home,
love will caress
our safe things,
we'll laugh hard with the same muscles
that we have strained.

Germans:
pugem, pugem a l'euga de la ràbia,
that injustice ceases to be rabies
to return to being farratge;
pugem, pugem, lliures, intactes,
les bones nenes van al cel perquè moren,
les dones lliures
cavalquen.